Merlyns...Key to know is to learn.Having some trouble dealing with mothers death, she passed on April 7th.

I know that everyone loses a loved one in their life at some point and time. Tonight I am losing my mother. This is a pain that engulfs my very soul. I have lost so many that are close to and this is the hardest. My mother has always been my foundation, she has helped me in ways that are unexplainable. Let me explain. I have been in trouble in the past and lost my way, I screwed up and ended up in prison. Since I have been out she has guided me along the way.Giving me helpful advice and showing… Continue

I am sorry to my friends and all that are on here and will try to visit everyone more often. My mother's illness has taken a very drastic turn for the worse. So I am not myself lately, really not sure of what I am. I have been down lately and cannot seem to find my cheery self nowhere. I also lost my job and with winter here, I feel really overwhelmed with problems lately, I feel hopeless and lost. I decided to come here, where everyone is always willing to give helping advice. It feels as thoug… Continue

It has been awhile since I have been able to get back here and talk with everyone. Life is real hectic with me right now. Me being in college, raising my grandaughter and now my mothers health has taken a drastic turn. I feel drained all the time and lost. I keep having this reoccuring dream that still haunts me and don't know how to interpret it. Anyways if anyone can give me some helpful advice I would love to hear from them. Many blessing to all.

I want to say that I am sorry for not keeping up with everything lately I am a full time student and it is hard to raise my granddaughter and going to school, is such a handful. My mothers illness has turned terminal on top of everything else. I feel like a bad hex is in the air around me and not quite sure of what to do. I don't understand this since I try really hard to be nice to others and do no harm, can anyone help me please.

I first become involved in the arts when I read and saw the movie Excalibur. Since then it has been a passion of mine, Merlyn is my dream mentor and guides in the direction I need to go. Some say I am crazy but others say that the otherworld talks to us in its own way. I love the site and I have seen so much helpful info I am proud to be a part of this site thanks to all for helping along the way. ( The teacher will appear when the student is ready.....Merlyn)