When things seem Impossible

The Goddess does provide!!! These last few weeks and moths have been really hard and I know some of it has been of my own doing, being of strong mind and will, I have always refused to give up. So last week I was told I could not live with my Brother or his wife. For some reason that I am still confused about that I was a burden and stress to them. So last Thursday I moved into my parents house, but what does annoy me that he basically drop me off at her apartment without coming into to say Hi to his mother. She is still pissed and yes I am a little annoyed with the whole situation, but I knew this was going to happen, I saw this in a vision, I was told this I wouls carry my feet elsewhere, but I ignored all the signs. I love my brother but it will take me a long time to forget it. There is one good point in this whole situation. I am unemployed have no permenant place of residency, unassure of the future, bank is in a total chaos mess, even with all that I feel at peace, I feel relieved that I don't have to make anyone happy, I don't have to walk the fine line basically I can do as I will. The Goddess provided me with the means of not being on the streets, so now I am 100 percent confident that she will provide a job and a place to live and I know it will take time, I am so happy right now when maybe I shouldn't be happy. I should be worried...but Im not in the least. I have walked into the next phase of my life...This whatever happens is going to be my new life...my new beginning and I am so happy and can't wait to see what the Godeess has in stored for me.

The Twisted Journal of Empire of Jale