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About Me:: I’m Roni. I’m Veronika in Paulo Coelho's novel "Veronika Decides to Die". I can be whoever I want to be. I’m the angel of light. I’m Lucifer? You bet! I always dream of having my own house, a house that's thousand of miles away from my nearest neighbors, if you can call them neighbors! A world of my own, free to run around till sunset, eating my favorite food, playing my favorite games, doing things that I never knew I could. Funny it seems, but the meaning of happiness for me is absolute freedom; free from commitment & rules. Immature perhaps, but so what? The rising sun usually means the start of a new day. But I don't believe in the concept of tomorrow. To die another day is preposterous. Live life today, to hell with tomorrow. I am a monster. I have horrendous teeth that bite every attacker n sight. I have nice, big claws that slice every piece of flesh within 10ft. Some people would look at me & say: "My, what a terrible creature!"

I am my own world. But my world is getting smaller, smaller and smaller by the day. This claustrophobic feeling around me is unnerving. I often hide away inside my world, unnoticed & uninvited. Afterwards, I'll open my shell again and wait till sunlight touches my skin. But opening up is a hard thing to do. Inside, I feel free. Inside, I feel safe. I do a lot of things inside. But what is inside? The physical inside is a subject of heated debate. No one could describe the Inside. I have a vague picture of this Inside: living in this world have their own Inside. Inside is oftentimes metaphorical. On d outside, the Inside is nothing, just an illusion. But Inside is relative. For me, the Inside is a haven, an escaping pod. Whenever things are pleasant, we are experiencing the Inside.

I am on a journey, a journey that would take me years to finish, thousands of miles to cover &, if all goes as planned, millions of pesos to spend. But on a more humanistic perspective, I am on a journey to find myself; to know me, to feed me. People usually do these things as if they were n some sort of a religion, but not me. I'll take my sweet, little time. Let nature take its course. But in the end, after so much confusion and tons of laughter, I would have to accept that I’m only temporary. A professor taught me that to be forgotten is worse than death. I’m not scared of death. I am only scared of being forgotten.

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Favorite Books:: veronika decides to die; witch of portobello

Favorite Bands:: godsmack; bjork; gothika; cibo matto; liv kristine; etc.

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I curse blindness for being the only one who saw. I curse sweetness for being bitter the most. I curse fortitude that brought me to my fall, and I curse softness that inflicted crooked stillness, who inflicted pestilence, fierce and massive! I curse reality for being so fake, and I curse curses for cursing back at me! To end up desolate for what I'm fed up with... To claim victory over my own defeat... To wake up still in perennial slumber, drifting off to surrealism wide awake... To think of th… Continue

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At 10:00am on January 3, 2009, Edgardo said…: Merry met, Thank you for the invite i am pleased to meet you. I must say that it is refreshing to meet someone who revels in her own personal journey through life and not the path that society "forces" upon us

At 11:24pm on December 14, 2008, Ayla Laleak said…: well thankyou.
i like your pro also.
very nice.
<3Ayla.

At 6:12am on September 12, 2008, Lord Phoenix Garcia said…: thanks for joining dragonsparks you're pretty Blessed be! )0(

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At 9:52am on June 27, 2008, Shank said…: FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

At 10:26pm on June 25, 2008, Shank said…: FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

At 3:50pm on June 23, 2008, Derratava said…: I see you have been on not to long ago, hope everythings doing very well for you, if you are looking for somthing in perticular let me know, i am not a wiccan, and to be honest i dont have a lot of time to waste here like many others, I am definatly more toward your wizard you dont see around anymore. its kind of funny i know alot about what im not, but the things i do, i dont see anyone or anything like it..kind of hard to study into what i do-maby you know a thing or 2, let me know wussup- take it easy iaght

At 2:08pm on June 23, 2008, Rev. John Bennett said…: MERRY MEET AND BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS. I Self initiated on Ostara (March 21st, Spring Equinox) 1997, decided to become a Shaman/Eclectic Wiccan partially because of my heritage (1/4 Cherokee, 1/4 Mohawk, 1/2 English) and also for my love of nature. Formed a coven called "Nature's Quest" on September 6, 1998 through Circle Sanctuary. It lasted a few years, but my High Priestess and I fell out of touch so I resigned as H.P.. Became a solitary wiccan for a few years, then an Ordained Wiccan Minister through Universal Life Church on May 5, 2003. I more recently have thought of starting a new coven and am looking for an semi-to-experienced High Priestess to do so with, so if I can help please let me know. Check out my group page at REV JOHNS GREENGROVE, AND JOIN THE GROUP.
MERRY PART AND BLESSED BE!