Always hope for the best and NEVER expect the worst! ^__^

Last night while I slept I felt your light touch in my mind.
I heard you whispering words of love on the wind.
In the darkness of my soul finally a light shines.
A light formed out of the love I feel for you.
You have brought my cold dead heart back to life.
I never thought I would find the mate of my soul.
Forever shall my heart, mind, and soul be with you.
When I look into your eyes and see the love shining there for me, I want to weep.
You have done so much to save me.
Where there once lived darkness ,a light now shines with hope.
Hope that one day we shall truly be one.
The road that lie before us is long and hard.
As long as we are together I know we will make it.


Beaten and broken
I have been beaten and broken, and left for dead.
Wandering this land alone.
waiting for someone to come and take this pain away.
Someone to make me feel again.
The one who can make all my dreams come true.
I search for you in the darkness of my mind.
As I hear the screams of those who’s souls are lost.
My heart breaks and my soul dies.
Leaving me lost and alone inside my mind.
The darkness shrouds my broken heart.
Washing away all that is left of me.
I need you here with me my love.
To save me from myself and what I may become.

Just Once
Just once I wish they would not lie to me.
Just once I wish I could be free.
Just once I wish I could feel anything but pain.
Just once I wish they would accept me.
Just once I wish I could believe in you.
Just once I wish you would believe in me.
Just once seems so far away.
Just once I wish that I was someone better than me.
Just once I wish I could feel the light hidden deep inside.
Just once I wish I could walk away.
Just once I will follow my dreams.
Just once I wish you were here with me.
Just once I wish you weren’t so far away.
Just once I wish I could feel you touch.
Just once I wish you could see how you really make me feel.
Just once I wish……..
Well I guess my just once will never come to be.



I feel so far gone and then I think of you.

I see you in my dreams and call out to you.

Come and save me from myself.

I just can't stop thinking of you.

You have found your way into my heart so cold.



Will you hold me when I cry?

Will you be there when the world comes crashing down on me?

Will you come take this pain from me?

Will you stay with me until the end?



I cut deep just to feel anything at all.

Life seems to shatter all around me.

I long to be free of this darkness that is me.

I long to be with you.

To lay in your arms and watch the world fades away.



Will you hold me when I cry?

When I feel like taking my life?

Will you be there when the world comes crashing down on me?

Will you come take this pain from me?

Will you stay with me until the end?



(I stand here calling out your name. Here in the darkness of my mind my life fades into nothing. My love for you is strong. Please my love come to me)

My heart is dying without you in my life.

You are the one I have been searching for.

Come and be my light.

You're all I need in this world so cold.



Will you hold me when I cry?

When I feel like taking my life?

Will you be there when the world comes crashing down on me?

Will you take this pain from me?

Will you stay with me until the end?


Won’t You Come Home To Me?

Here in the dark I call out to you, screaming without a sound.
I hear your voice whisper softly within my mind.
“I am here with you.”
I hold the blade close to my heart, wanting the pain to end.
Won’t you come home to me?

The darkness is taking over my soul.
No longer do I know who I am when you’re gone.
The light that once shined within has died.
My dreams begin to fade away faded away.

Here in the dark I call out to you, screaming with out a sound.
I hear your voice whisper softly within my mind.
“I am here with you.”
I hold the blade close to my heart, wanting the pain to end.
Won’t you come home to me?

I am nothing without you here with me.
Time passes as the tears begin to fall.
Why do I feel this way?
Is this my destiny?

Walking the path alone is getting hard to do.
I need you here with me, holding me close.
Our bodies entwined as we become one.
Watching the stars drift away as my soul finally is set free.


Here in the dark I call out to you, screaming without a sound.
I hear your voice whisper softly within my mind.
I hold the blade close to my heart, wanting the pain to end.
Won’t you come home to me?